I feel, like this world has become a darker place again. With Tamaki gone the last sparcle of unbeliavable cuteness is gone too ( Read more... )

[Beyond is standing in his room. Gods, how happy he was to be back. The event was finally over. He is just nailing a Wara Ningyo (little japanese straw doll) at the wall just over his bed. There are a few other Wara Ningyo lieing on the floor. After finishing his work he turns around to the PCD]

It's good to be back in my own room. And since this ( Read more... )

[This post was filtered to private, but hackable, about  5 minutes after coming up]

[Beyond is standing in the garden. He still wears a lot of bandages, but he looks better. Just in his eyes it is. The fight, the endless fight he is fighting. Against the world, against L, against his hate, against his love and finally against himself. He knows he ( Read more... )

[Beyond sounds weak. Desperate. And a little bit angry]

I need help. Seriously. Anyone here who is used to social problems and those things? Please contact me...

[A pause]

I knew it would hurt. I knew it. ... Even if I didn't expect a situation like this.  I knew it was wrong. ...

Oh how stupid have I been? I thought the pain would be over with the ( Read more... )

[Beyond sits on his chair, jam in his hands, eating and smiling a very scaaaaaary smile. He seems not to notice the PCD even though he has turned it on or so it seems]

Tic tac tic tac tic tac tic tac tic tac tic tac tic tac tic tac tic tac tic tac tic tac tic tac tic tac tic tac tic tac tic tac tic tac tic tac tic tac tic tac tic tac

They're back and ( Read more... )

[Beyond lays on his bed sleeping. First he smiles, than his expression changes to ... fear and insanity. Tears start to fill his eyes and he laughs in a very insane way]

This... can't be... true... Kya ha ha ha... No... NO! L... Kenta..

Cissnei! I do not have the five people for my funeral. Forgive me.. Forgive me

[He wakes up and sits up. Than he ( Read more... )

[Beyond sits on his chair (Ivar for those who remember) in the L-Position]

Mariya-chan seems to be gone. Sad. She was a nice girl.

[He smirks a bit]

Well... Anyway. I'd prefer if poeple wouldn't use my name now.
Just call me.... Rue Ryuzaki

[He grins. You could swear that there was a red sparkle in his eyes for a moment]

Yes, Ryuzaki. I know you all know ( Read more... )

He is here.
And I don't know what I'm gonna do. Nothing nice.
So... you all. If you thought I was good... just stay away from me.

[His voice is emotionless. Like the voice of someone who has given up. But he doesn't give up. Not yet. Not that easy]

( Private to Cissnei // Hackable, because B is nervous )