30. Jam - [Accidental Video] But the battle wages on... for a toy soldier
[This post was filtered to private, but hackable, about 5 minutes after coming up]
[Beyond is standing in the garden. He still wears a lot of bandages, but he looks better. Just in his eyes it is. The fight, the endless fight he is fighting. Against the world, against L, against his hate, against his love and finally against himself. He knows he will never win. No matter what he'll do he'll never win. Right now his heart is on fire again. He does not know what to do anymore. So he's talking to himself, like he does often, right between the beautiful flowers]
Broken. Again. Great. It hurts. It fucking does. The pressure is too much to take, I can hardly breathe.
Broken. But whatever force does think of my life forgets one thing... Whatever breaks will leave shards. And sharts are... sharp.
Be carefull not to cut yourself with them ... Keehee hehehe hehe...
[Beyond starts to chuckle insanely. It's forced, phony, like always, but still scary]
Wait.. What was it I wanted it to be like? Ah, yes. Kya ha ha ha ha ha! KYA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA!
[He throws his head back, laughing wildly]
Do you hear me author or God or whatever you are? DO YOU HEAR ME?! Kya ha ha ha ha!! I won't give up that easy!! I'm still as dangerous as a beutiful knife! KYA HA HA HA HA!
[Beyond does not notice the single lonely tear that is running down his face. The feed flickes out]
[Beyond is standing in the garden. He still wears a lot of bandages, but he looks better. Just in his eyes it is. The fight, the endless fight he is fighting. Against the world, against L, against his hate, against his love and finally against himself. He knows he will never win. No matter what he'll do he'll never win. Right now his heart is on fire again. He does not know what to do anymore. So he's talking to himself, like he does often, right between the beautiful flowers]
Broken. Again. Great. It hurts. It fucking does. The pressure is too much to take, I can hardly breathe.
Broken. But whatever force does think of my life forgets one thing... Whatever breaks will leave shards. And sharts are... sharp.
Be carefull not to cut yourself with them ... Keehee hehehe hehe...
[Beyond starts to chuckle insanely. It's forced, phony, like always, but still scary]
Wait.. What was it I wanted it to be like? Ah, yes. Kya ha ha ha ha ha! KYA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA!
[He throws his head back, laughing wildly]
Do you hear me author or God or whatever you are? DO YOU HEAR ME?! Kya ha ha ha ha!! I won't give up that easy!! I'm still as dangerous as a beutiful knife! KYA HA HA HA HA!
[Beyond does not notice the single lonely tear that is running down his face. The feed flickes out]