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[jadore_ses_yeux]

alright tonight i guess there was a show at the boardwalk. i didn't go but i wanted to. i guess i didn't want to show up alone and have everyone ask where andrew was. he probably wouldn't have care if i left but i dunno. sometimes, i feel he will be upset and wouldn't say anything. ya know how boys are. i have to work tomorrow, so that means my trip has come to an end. i know i know.. i really didn't go anywhere but i did go out of my mind with boredom. i feel like i have something to say, something i want to get off my chest but i can't figure out what is it. maybe it's one of those complexities i have. it's kinda of sad when you can't even figure yourself out. i guess life will go on if i'm not ready for it.

cat's eyes when i turn 22.