hmm.

[jadore_ses_yeux]

so my mom called me today and told me she was going down to san diego to see my niece and nephews. i was like cool! then she asked if i can go down there and go to noleen's b-day party. i'm still checking what i have planned but it looks like i'm going to get to go. the only thing that sucka about that is andrew won't get too. i really want andrew to meet my other half of my family. i understand that he has to work and that's fine but i want to come.
today was the first day i went back to work and it was insane. i work almost ten hours and i made 60 bucks in tips. fucking A, it was insane. i figured that if i save my tips for san diego i can have enough for gas on the way there and back probably and some to spend on a present for noleen and tay-tay and ryan. i also can buy my mom (adopted) some flowers to hopifully lift her spirit. i can also go hang out with friends and have an insane time. i'm feeling ify about san diego though. part of me says yes go friend, food, family.... then the other part says man i'm going to miss andrew. he told he was going to tell me something in the morning. i'm really wondering what i did this time. most importantlly i'm worried what he is going to tell him. i don't want him to be hurt or in need of some crazy medical thing. i dunno. i'm going to stop worring about it...

good night.