So I'm sitting there at my desk and I'm overcome with a feeling. And I haven't felt it in quite some time. And the emotion doesn't have a name, but it has a time. And it was right after she came to stay with me for the first time.

You'd think that would be good. A happy feeling, but it wasn't. It was like driving passed a school on your way to work ( Read more... )

It's just getting more and more complicated. Either he's mad at your friends and in turn you, or she's got you on the hook.

Or she just likes to flirt. Or the job that wa supposed to be tolerable makes you hate yourself. Living in the land of the free? I feel like a prisoner of finances and egotistical bullshit.

I hate going to bed alone every night. I hate not being farther along in the world of dating. And I know I'm not the only one.

I feel like I'm reliving the same beginning of a relationship with every girl I meet. Looks like I really am the 2 of hearts...

the new start i've wanted for 11 months.

but she's pretty cool.

i just want to be thought of...

i feel like i've seen the best movie in the world, or played the best game, or read the best book. and i'm really jealous, and angry. because i know it's fiction, and it's not real. and it's like a really big let down, every time i wake up and i'm not with that person. that person is with someone else ( Read more... )

any time i feel like i'm going to cry, i cough.