Nov 22, 2009 23:58
i feel like i've seen the best movie in the world, or played the best game, or read the best book. and i'm really jealous, and angry. because i know it's fiction, and it's not real. and it's like a really big let down, every time i wake up and i'm not with that person. that person is with someone else.
but it's worse than that. i've held that person. i've looked into that person's eyes. i've lived with that person. i've known that person. it's not fiction. it CAN be real. just not with me.
instead i'm just this guy, who watches the movie play out, knowing i'll never be involved in the plot.