I'd thought, after last year, when I was mostly okay, I'd escaped that forever. Though, I guess I'd thought a lot of things about myself... some of them have been disproven during my time here.
I think I'll be staying here for now -- for reasons other than the obvious that escape has yet to prove possible.
Here, I have someone for me - someone who fulfills a purpose outside the normal instrumental purposes - and to her, I might just fulfill the same purpose - an emotional purpose.