Oct 15, 2004 15:41
I'm on a plane and no its not to Texas. Its to New York so that I can see Katie. Suprising for a lot of you to hear huh? Well I realized what me and Katie have is what I want to have in a relationship. I guess some of the things that Hilary said to me when we broke up still kinda make me think about how bad it was. Not the relationship or anything just the break up. I hate when people say things that they don't mean.. because sometimes you don't know what to believe. We've all done it.. I know I have. Its just I don't know. I really want to be with Katie and since this weekend I have off.. why not come and see her? She probably needs a hug and a kiss right now to show that everything is okay again. Hopefully she won't slap me and tell me to get the fuck out of her life.. because then I think I lost everything that ever mattered to me. I hope Zc hasn't moved in too much on her... he did that with Hilary.. and yeah they ended up getting together. To think that I once called him a friend..
-Jesse-