Oct 13, 2004 17:48
I'm updating again.. well because I can. I have a lot to say.. well kind of at least. Sometimes I regret things in my past.. I'm sure some of you know what those things are. I'm glad I was given a second chance to be friends with Hilary again because I know I had been an ass to her for a while. Maybe it was because I didn't like the fact that she moved on.. and she went out wit Zac. Me and him use to be so cool.. and I don't know. It felt like he back stabbed me by getting with my ex. I haven't liked him since then. Then he wasn't around for Hilary at all.. sure I get that he was busy and he had other priorites.. we've all been there but he could have at least called or stopped by once since she's been sick. But he hasn't. Its hard putting up with him at filming at times..we rarely get a long anymore.. and its kind of sad how the friendship went down the drain. I guess stuff happens though.. not much you can do about it.
Anyway, I got up early today and watched Hilary sleep. It was nice doing that again.. as friends. I'm with Katie.. just remember that. But yeah, I had to film for half the day and then I took her to the doctors. The nurse didn't like me all that much.. she wouldn't let me come back with Hilary. She thought we might be married.. it was kind of funny. But now I'm hanging out with Hilary.. so I think I'm gonna go.
-Jesse-