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I'm in New York now spending some time with Katie. Its nice to get away from everything in LA and just come back to family and friends here in New York. I do have a lot on my mind just about everything but I guess that's pretty normal and all. But coming back home has really helped a lot. Its good seeing friends again. Its been a while since I've been home.. Timmy was so excited to see me but the first thing that he said after he ran up and hugged me was "Where's Hilary?" I guess he was use to the fact that I brang her home with me for that while that she was here.. and well he liked her a lot. I had to explain that we weren't together anymore he kept asking why and when he'd see her again. I had to tell him because people change.. and I didn't know if he'd ever get to see her again. He looked so down and all. It really upset me. Now he's just off in his room playing with some Scooby Doll thing that Hilary had given him when we were together. I told him that me and Katie were together now and he just shrugged. He loves Katie too.. but I guess he thought Hilary was coming back with me so now he's pretty bummed. He'll get over it.. eventually.
-Jesse-