cant believe that shit happened
well today was interesting. school went as planned i guess, combo practice and the like. me and shai and illaria skipped lunch and fourth block and went downtown and walked around and shit. it was funz.
went to work 3-6. that blew. i hate that place. alex just told me hed put in a good word to his boss to transfer me to the grocery department. i cant work in seafood anymore its painful.
anyways i went to pick jesse up and ended up being a halfhour late getting justin from work (like he was yesterday for me... but besides the point). he jumped in the car and full body punched me and we got into a fist fight. jesse was there. i felt terrible. but the thing is i got this rush of testosterone and adrenaline, and it sickens me, but it felt good. as a human we all have these primal urges inside of us, and one of them is physical aggression. but we also have the ability to fight that, and that is what ive spent the last couple years of my life trying to do... to over come some of those hereditary problems. but theres a beast inside of everyone.
me and jesse hung out after wards and alex showed up later and ja. here i am. shaken, not stirred. i wish i was mroe peaceful and zenlike but i aint perfect bub. but i do have a concience, thats one thing. something anyways.
went to work 3-6. that blew. i hate that place. alex just told me hed put in a good word to his boss to transfer me to the grocery department. i cant work in seafood anymore its painful.
anyways i went to pick jesse up and ended up being a halfhour late getting justin from work (like he was yesterday for me... but besides the point). he jumped in the car and full body punched me and we got into a fist fight. jesse was there. i felt terrible. but the thing is i got this rush of testosterone and adrenaline, and it sickens me, but it felt good. as a human we all have these primal urges inside of us, and one of them is physical aggression. but we also have the ability to fight that, and that is what ive spent the last couple years of my life trying to do... to over come some of those hereditary problems. but theres a beast inside of everyone.
me and jesse hung out after wards and alex showed up later and ja. here i am. shaken, not stirred. i wish i was mroe peaceful and zenlike but i aint perfect bub. but i do have a concience, thats one thing. something anyways.