sometimes
when things happen and i have hope i dont want to take any steps because SHIT IS PERFECT. like in goodwill hunting. like if youre walking on thin ice and youve been safe so far, but you have to get to the other side of the river. you're half way right? and you knwo that if you dont move you are going to live. if you go back the way you came, you are going to live. but you want to be on the other side of the river.
i had a crazy week/month/year. i realized just HOW much time i spend out. i mean i havent updated my LJ lately not because i didnt want to, but because ive literally had NO TIME. ive had no time to just sit around and do nothing, but the thing is i know that if i did id be unhappy. i guess im as happy as ill ever be hanging out with the kids i hang out with now.
went bowling. went everywhere. i want to know this city inside and out.
not doing so well in school anymore i dotn think. work sucks. i have to pass a pee test to switch jobs dontcha know. i have a cd on which freddie hubbard and lee morgan trade solos for like 10 minutes. OGGGGGGGGODOODODOOD.
jeff buckly is god
BIG BOI AND ANDRE 3000 IS GOD
FREddIE DUbs is GODD
also kate made me a bracelet and i think its one of th enicest things anyones ever done for me. and also i stole bowling shoes and GOD THEY ARE STYLISH.
i had a crazy week/month/year. i realized just HOW much time i spend out. i mean i havent updated my LJ lately not because i didnt want to, but because ive literally had NO TIME. ive had no time to just sit around and do nothing, but the thing is i know that if i did id be unhappy. i guess im as happy as ill ever be hanging out with the kids i hang out with now.
went bowling. went everywhere. i want to know this city inside and out.
not doing so well in school anymore i dotn think. work sucks. i have to pass a pee test to switch jobs dontcha know. i have a cd on which freddie hubbard and lee morgan trade solos for like 10 minutes. OGGGGGGGGODOODODOOD.
jeff buckly is god
BIG BOI AND ANDRE 3000 IS GOD
FREddIE DUbs is GODD
also kate made me a bracelet and i think its one of th enicest things anyones ever done for me. and also i stole bowling shoes and GOD THEY ARE STYLISH.