Mommie?!?!? jksdlfjko'asdvn;aewvre;rvawrawe?!
Oh.
My.
God.
I think i just caught my mom... praying!!! Like.. with a Bible and everything!!! On her KNEES! WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF????!?!?!?!?! She's cracked. She's finally cracked. I've finally sent her over the edge. She's probly Praying for me Oh God!!! Should i stop her?! No... that would be silly. and disrespectful to boot. but still.. WTF... and i went in there, and she didnt even look at me.. i asked if she was alright cause she didnt talk and she just nodded really tiny like and waved a couple fingers at me. Since WHEN...??!?!?!?! Arg. so confused... and frightened. whats happening to my family? my beautiful heathen, sinful, hellbound family...
I cant believe this. I mean... if you only knew... this makes NO sense at all... i mean... wait till i tell my sisters... they'll understand. They'll fucking FREAK. where's this even coming from?? Well... i mean... we have all noticed her praying before she eats now but i mean... we used to do that as a family before dinner...back when we lived in the old house before my dad died and my sister moved out and she and i would make dinner every night for the family and we'd eat together. i used to say it (grace)for us aloud.
But this this is just insane! I've NEVER seen her do this before. not in all my 18 years. i mean.. not unless we were actually in church or something. *scoffs* And when was the last time my mother even went to church of her own accord? for no reason other than wanting to go, that is. The last time i went to church with my mom was last christmas eve, we went ot our old church in the bronx as a family. first christmas without my dad. plus we hadnt been there in years and its kinda tradition... not quite with our family but you know, so we went. and thats the first and last time ive seen her go to church for a reason other than a funeral in years! i actually cant remember a time going to church with her other than those times i mentioned. I mean.. i think we went back when my sisters and i went to St Phillip Neri. But that was cause.. well we went to a fucking catholic school. was a tight community. they liked it it was cool whatever. but we havnt gone since we moved when i was 4 or 5! i'm so confused. whats going on?!
I mean... i know a few of you people reading this are christian and actually religious and all that. Which is cool. i have no qualms abou tit.. But you have to understand... in my family we just dont do this kinda stuff.
*freaking the fuck out*
*takes deep breath*
Okay. its not such a big deal. no need to get excited. ill just go about my business as usual... nothing different. its fine. *blinks a bunch of time* Right. Im gunna go now... *walks away slightly dazed*
My.
God.
I think i just caught my mom... praying!!! Like.. with a Bible and everything!!! On her KNEES! WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF????!?!?!?!?! She's cracked. She's finally cracked. I've finally sent her over the edge. She's probly Praying for me Oh God!!! Should i stop her?! No... that would be silly. and disrespectful to boot. but still.. WTF... and i went in there, and she didnt even look at me.. i asked if she was alright cause she didnt talk and she just nodded really tiny like and waved a couple fingers at me. Since WHEN...??!?!?!?! Arg. so confused... and frightened. whats happening to my family? my beautiful heathen, sinful, hellbound family...
I cant believe this. I mean... if you only knew... this makes NO sense at all... i mean... wait till i tell my sisters... they'll understand. They'll fucking FREAK. where's this even coming from?? Well... i mean... we have all noticed her praying before she eats now but i mean... we used to do that as a family before dinner...back when we lived in the old house before my dad died and my sister moved out and she and i would make dinner every night for the family and we'd eat together. i used to say it (grace)for us aloud.
But this this is just insane! I've NEVER seen her do this before. not in all my 18 years. i mean.. not unless we were actually in church or something. *scoffs* And when was the last time my mother even went to church of her own accord? for no reason other than wanting to go, that is. The last time i went to church with my mom was last christmas eve, we went ot our old church in the bronx as a family. first christmas without my dad. plus we hadnt been there in years and its kinda tradition... not quite with our family but you know, so we went. and thats the first and last time ive seen her go to church for a reason other than a funeral in years! i actually cant remember a time going to church with her other than those times i mentioned. I mean.. i think we went back when my sisters and i went to St Phillip Neri. But that was cause.. well we went to a fucking catholic school. was a tight community. they liked it it was cool whatever. but we havnt gone since we moved when i was 4 or 5! i'm so confused. whats going on?!
I mean... i know a few of you people reading this are christian and actually religious and all that. Which is cool. i have no qualms abou tit.. But you have to understand... in my family we just dont do this kinda stuff.
*freaking the fuck out*
*takes deep breath*
Okay. its not such a big deal. no need to get excited. ill just go about my business as usual... nothing different. its fine. *blinks a bunch of time* Right. Im gunna go now... *walks away slightly dazed*