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Hope. Love.
"For once i just wish that someone would love me, that someone could just love me for who i am. Sincerely, genuinely care and love me. That for once they could be there for me the way i have been there for them. Is it that hard??Why is it that every time, every fucking time, i am ALWAYS there for everyone else, but it seems like practically every time something isnt perfect with me the people i need the most arent there. Why cant anyone do that for me? Why arent i worth it?? They always Leave. Everybody always leaves me. What did i do? For once i wish that they would just... take it. All i want them to do is just stand there and take it and be there! all i want is to not be alone anymore. I never even did anything. They dont even have to do anything!! i just want someone to be there! For once why cant someone just stay? why wont anyone stay? It's not fair! I dont understand, i cant understand. Why wont you stay?"
"For once i just wish that someone would love me, that someone could just love me for who i am. Sincerely, genuinely care and love me. That for once they could be there for me the way i have been there for them. Is it that hard??Why is it that every time, every fucking time, i am ALWAYS there for everyone else, but it seems like practically every time something isnt perfect with me the people i need the most arent there. Why cant anyone do that for me? Why arent i worth it?? They always Leave. Everybody always leaves me. What did i do? For once i wish that they would just... take it. All i want them to do is just stand there and take it and be there! all i want is to not be alone anymore. I never even did anything. They dont even have to do anything!! i just want someone to be there! For once why cant someone just stay? why wont anyone stay? It's not fair! I dont understand, i cant understand. Why wont you stay?"