really ben? really?

Oct 02, 2006 14:08

am i really going to start livejournaling again? dear god no....but without myspace..i don't know what to do with myself. last night i slept sooo much. i slept until like 2pm today. it was crazy. i haven't done that in sooooo long. but i needed it, i've been working so much i just needed to fucking sleep. but of course i have to work again tonight at 5. balls. i love love love working at adam's again. i just don't like working as much as i do. i'm pretty sure i'm not in johnny party anymore. they play shows without me all the time. i guess the reason i haven't gone way way way out of my way to get off of work for the shows is because i'm just waiting for them to be like "well if ben is playing then we can't play" which is how i would do it. for instance, last weekend we had a show at knights and joshe had told me that he wasn't going to be able to make it so i told everyone that if joshe wasn't playing i wasn't going to play without him. but then they called me the day of the show and said joshe was playing, however, i had already picked up a shift at work for that night. and then when i couldn't get off they just played without me. i'm also not playing shows right now because i don't want to play until we start practicing like at least twice a week. and i keep saying this stuff to them but then nobody ever calls and tries to schedule practice. its like i get a call once a week seeing if i'm going to be at the show that i didn't even really know we had and then when i say i'm working its all my fault. but the bottom line is that if we don't start practicing and writing new stuff i'm not playing shows. so yeah...thats whats been going on in my life, i've been spending a lot of my time working at adam's and sleeping at home. and when i'm not doing that i'm usually hanging out with my girlfriend. who is beautiful. who i love.

oh yeah and i filed charges against bangs for $1,000. fuckin right. touch my shit again bitch.
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