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why can't i seem to find a pleasing living situation? it seems like i've only been happy living with lauara, sarah, and cla. and those were really shitty times. i mean most of the time when i lived with my parents things were awful, then in the dorms things were even worse, then living ilegally with laura and sarah i had a good relationship with everyone, even marissa haha. when i moved back home after that things were ok but only because my parents knew they would be getting rid of me soon enough. and now, i live here, in this hell hole. with three fucking douchebags who don't even talk to me, they only leave me notes to tell me to do things, so naturally i get pissed off and i just don't do anything they ask of me because i feel like if they can't even talk to me in person, then fuck them i'm not going to do anything for them. assholes. i really need to find people to get a place with this summer, but it looks like i might be going into bad times again. i can't move back home with my parents, they won't let me. and all of my friends either already have a place or already are stuck on moving in with certain people. there is no one left for me and barbara to live with.
my lease runs up in UP at the end of may and i still have no clue as to who will even live with me. honestly, i'd like to get a place just with my guy friends but i know that none of them will take a step outside the door without their girlfriends.
my lease runs up in UP at the end of may and i still have no clue as to who will even live with me. honestly, i'd like to get a place just with my guy friends but i know that none of them will take a step outside the door without their girlfriends.