I'm awfully tired of fighting the good fight tonight ( Read more... )

I need a "personal day". I wonder if I can finangle my way around my classes to get one. Hmm.

>_I KNOW IT'S YOU, SATAN! *violent stabbage* You're not fooling anyone! sheesh ( Read more... )

So, one of the reasons I'm so depressed (although I've been too busy this past week to really notice), is I feel like God has forgotten me. Well, He's been reminding me, yesterday and today that He has NOT forgotten me, and He is STILL going to use me - and IS using me. (Go figure ( Read more... )

So, for bible study last night, we made a fire and danced around it. I'm not kidding. :3 ( Read more... )

"... where is God? This is one of the most disquieting [feelings]. When you are happy, so happy that you have no sense of needing Him, ... [ if you] turn to Him with gratitude and praise, you will be - or so it feels - welcomed with open arms. But go to Him when your need is desperate, when all other help is vain, and what do you find? A door ( Read more... )

They don't get it. At all. Even your nearest and dearest cannot deny the very human claim to laugh at our silly fears, and the way our emotions draggle us from ecstasy to devastation. Although, the best will keep that amusement private ( Read more... )

Perhaps. Of course, I'm sure I would feel better if I went to sleep, instead of staying up. But everything right now seems so hard. So hard ( Read more... )

it is impossible to be afraid and grateful at the same time? In that vien ( Read more... )

Seriously. I just woke up this morning, and had barely had two thoughts when Satan jumped down my throat. Uncalled for attack? No dur.

Literally, I had just woken up and all of a sudden, BAM! "You're 25! That means you only have 15 years left to have children! You'll never make it!"

Knocked me silly. I almost started crying, and I was just ( Read more... )

KERTHUNK ON ME 'EAD!!!

I"m still ... holding together! Barely!

*eye squinchy* GOD KNOWS WHAT HE'S DOING!!!!!! HE DOES!!! AND I WON'T BE MOVED! HA!!!! PWNED!!!!

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