I know it's super super irrational and also very wrong and just fuelling the bad spiral of depressive doom to be all "I'm there for everyone but when I need someone there, nobody is around". But well I just had the worst drop down that spiral I've had since high school and I'm still a little numb but also how the fuck is it that I can drop that ( Read more... )

It still amuses me that the first thing Google finds when you search 'geass myu' is my tumblr post (or at least, a reblog of) where I go 'WHYYY IS THERE NOTHING ABOUT GEASS MYU ON THE GEASS TAG?!'

Come to think of it though 'geass myu' is kinda long and looks weird squished in one word - geassmyu - compared to oh, I don't know...tenimyu, seramyu, ( Read more... )

When people come to you less than week before you shoot again and go "Oh, nothing much has changed. We just have two guests not one and oh, there's a performance now that we need lit too. Two performers. not sure where we'll put them yet."

Just...

FUCK.

YOU.

Your stupid show is already using just about every light in the studio. And you just spring ( Read more... )

I've been neglectful, I know. The problem with not posting, or not commenting...is that you get into a cycle of it and the longer you leave it, the more...importance or weight falls onto it. And you start thinking 'well, I didn't post anything when that happened so maybe I won't because this happened. It just takes one to break that cycle and then ( Read more... )

I had a great day today.

It started with an awesome night's sleep - something that doesn't happen as often as I want it to, or even as often as it should. We move from there to waking up to blue skies and sunshine. Summer decided to have a peek through the clouds. Then I ended up cooking breakfast instead of lazing around debating what to eat thanks ( Read more... )

I've kinda noticed that I update just about everything else before I do here. So, for a change, HAVE SOME NEWS BEFORE IT HITS EVERYWHERE BUT TWITTER.

MY EXCHANGE APPLICATION GOT APPROVED.

Okay. Well it's actually *first round* sort of thing. I still need to apply to the actual university and get a formal offer before I can do anything else.

...like ( Read more... )

So this is probably going to be my last post for 2010. I can't believe the year's gone by so fast, but at the same time, the start of the year feels so LONG ago...

MEME TIME!

1. What did you do in 2010 that you'd never done before?
Attended a Supernatural convention (Yes hils , I'm stealing your answers)
Also, I got a laptop. That's new!

2. Did you keep ( Read more... )

So yesterday (erm...okay, two days ago, since it's past midnight atm.) I met up with beef_wonder3 and undietaker (it feels so weird adding you in with an LJ name..) in the city...

( ramblings and a picture )

One of my best friends managed to go on an accidental date today. Potentially she was set up by the guy she likes. I was (and still am) very amused.

That is all. :)

Time for me to talk about Supanova again?

( Cut for rambly-ness about Supanova, GDL and the first episode of Matt Smith's Doctor )