The depressed Allen......................

[isaiditsallen]

I don't want to talk to anyone right now. I don't want to see anyone. I just want to crawl in a hole in the ground and disappear. I'm so embarrassed and ashamed. I can't believe this happened to me. It was just supposed to be a simile party. Lavi--no, I don't even want to say his name right now. I don't want to think about him, don't want to see

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[yuu_chan_kanda]

[For once, she's going to be very mature

[isaiditsallen]

Thank you, Yuu-chan. I don't feel so bad today. I guess that time makes it less embarrassing. I thought the rule was only accepting opening drinks. Well, I broke that rule, too, since the girl handed me an open glass and accept. I'll try to be more careful in the future. Thanks for the warning.

*winces at Lavi's name* I'm mostly over the incident now but it's still hard facing L--"Somebody" even now. I might take your advice. *thinks* Um, how can I not be embarrassed when I run into Kanda? I mean, I ka-ka-ka.... *flushes* Kissed him. That's not normal.

I know I'm strong. *finishes reading her sentence* Oh.... *scrubs a hand down his face but he has a small smile* Yes, well... *smiles and shrugs helplessly, unsure of what else to say*

[yuu_chan_kanda]

If you feel embarrassed because you kissed him, just remember, he feels just as embarrassed. He was the one kissed, which is also embarrassing. Oh, and he didn't shove you away or punch you. So don't feel embarrassed. *smiles and winks*

[usagilovebooks]

Oi! Don' tell 'im tha'! Tha's not fair! 'Sides, this is none y'er business. I didn' do nothin' so bad tha' warrants or deserves ignorin'. I made a mistake, tha's all. A really big mistake, yea, but tha's all.

[yuu_chan_kanda]

It's perfectly fair. Besides, it became my business the moment he opened up about it.

It doesn't matter if you don't think you did something that "warrants" or "deserves" being ignored. What matters is if Allen thinks it's a big enough deal.

Yes, you made a mistake. Now own up to it.

[For all her immaturity, she gets really upset when someone hurts Allen. As far as she's concerned, Allen, Kanda, and medtech are family. You don't mess with her family.]

[usagilovebooks]

I still say it's none y'er business. This is between meh an' Allen. You got no rig't ta be buttin' in ta our affairs. Who 're ya anyway? Wha's y'er relationship ta Allen?

An' it does matter. We need ta talk these things out. I kno' I made a mistake. 'm ownin' up ta it, 'rent I?

[yuu_chan_kanda]

[She bristles at his tone. She doesn't like being questioned, though she should be used to it.] Why does it matter who I am? And it's none of your business what my relationship is with Allen! That's between us!

No, you haven't owned up to your mistake.

[usagilovebooks]

*his eyes narrow in suspision* I don' think ya hav' any right ta talk, darlin'. Fess up, ya got no reason ta be here. Y'er just tryin' to stir up trouble. Get outta here. This ain't none y'er business.

[yuu_chan_kanda]

[Bristles; she really, really doesn't like being questioned.] My relationship to Allen is one closer than family. That's all you need to know! And I do have a reason for being here. Allen is like family and you hurt him! You leave.

[usagilovebooks]

Now, darlin', that's a huuuge lie. Ya got no right ta be here, ya kno' it an' I kno' it so get the heck outta here! Scram, leave! [He's getting angry now.] I got no rease ta leave, an' ya certainly 'vae no right ta ask meh ta leave!

[isaiditsallen]

Don't talk to her like that! Don't talk in such a condesending tone to her! You have no right! No right at all!