Sloth.
First a dream... We were waiting for 7500centfish to come home and we had to go to the 5PM Mass because we'd be doing something in the AM. But then 7500centfish arrived too late we couldn't make the 5. I was then complaining we'd have to go to the 11:30 Mass. I then remember driving around Jennie's old house and for some reason I had to park past the house and the area was wooded. I was then working there, like it was also Dr. L's office and I had to stay late, so I took it upon myself to help myself to dinner. I then remember having to put my stuff away / close up the piano which was my workspace. I then had to exit the house which was falling apart... I went through a back way where the house was before they reno'd. I was then in the wooded area again trying to remember how to get to my car.
Episode of Godsplaining on Sloth. They mentioned something interesting... As I've said, sloth isn't necessarily laziness in general, but in the spiritual sense. But they said... Maybe I'm interpreting it wrong? Something like you can be so overwhelmed with... Not the power of God, but... I guess they way I relate to it. Like... It's almost paralyzing. As I've said I've had feelings of an intense love for God, yet, I don't know how to love Him back? Like... I'm paralyzed and do nothing. Almost a despair. They mentioned not really not being good enough, but settling. As I've said... Part of me wants to scrap the whole thing because I'm comfortable doing nothing. Yet... I feel like I need someone to "force" me to do things when I should be doing things freely out of my love for God.
Lunch with Gloria again. Dr. L asked her how old her sister is. 13... "And she still needs a babysitter? By law..." I think if the parents feel you're responsible enough you're allowed to be home alone at that age. But Gloria says her mother doesn't feel she is. Like... Were they such rules when we grew up? I mean... We had the g-rents around all the time, so I can't really speak.
Hahah... I love Bishop Barron! Response to the Rosary as a weapon.
The neighbor's house says For Sale and not In Contract...
Bible in a Year and the Mass readings coincided again.
I have the urge to follow our seminarian on twatter... But he might celebrate Mass for me one day or be my pastor and... That's weird. Yes I follow my current pastor on Instagram, but... I don't know. Not that he would follow me back... But hm... His profile says he's going to the local seminary. He was going to CUA... cc 7500centfish
Episode of Godsplaining on Sloth. They mentioned something interesting... As I've said, sloth isn't necessarily laziness in general, but in the spiritual sense. But they said... Maybe I'm interpreting it wrong? Something like you can be so overwhelmed with... Not the power of God, but... I guess they way I relate to it. Like... It's almost paralyzing. As I've said I've had feelings of an intense love for God, yet, I don't know how to love Him back? Like... I'm paralyzed and do nothing. Almost a despair. They mentioned not really not being good enough, but settling. As I've said... Part of me wants to scrap the whole thing because I'm comfortable doing nothing. Yet... I feel like I need someone to "force" me to do things when I should be doing things freely out of my love for God.
Lunch with Gloria again. Dr. L asked her how old her sister is. 13... "And she still needs a babysitter? By law..." I think if the parents feel you're responsible enough you're allowed to be home alone at that age. But Gloria says her mother doesn't feel she is. Like... Were they such rules when we grew up? I mean... We had the g-rents around all the time, so I can't really speak.
Hahah... I love Bishop Barron! Response to the Rosary as a weapon.
The neighbor's house says For Sale and not In Contract...
Bible in a Year and the Mass readings coincided again.
I have the urge to follow our seminarian on twatter... But he might celebrate Mass for me one day or be my pastor and... That's weird. Yes I follow my current pastor on Instagram, but... I don't know. Not that he would follow me back... But hm... His profile says he's going to the local seminary. He was going to CUA... cc 7500centfish