I'm restless. I was hoping to go out tonight, but couldn't pin anyone down. Seems very few people are available in the middle of the week, damn my Wednesday off. I'm usually content to sit around on my ass and watch t.v. (Sex and the City in this case), but I think that may actually be making it worse. Whenever I watch this show, I always feel ( Read more... )

A guy here at Panera whom I've seen several times solely because he WORKS here just asked for a cigarette. After obliging, he asked if I remember him. I politely said no, and asked if he knew me. He said that two years ago, he told me I look like his friend James and had wondered if I was his sister. After the typical back and forth of where ( Read more... )

I am so fucking sore and tired. I don't move around at all when I sleep with someone, especially in a bed that's not mine, so the sleepover night before last got me stiff... but THEN yesterday at work David starts puking (he gets sick a questionable amount of the time...) and so I said just go the fuck home, I'll stay late and close in his place ( Read more... )

There are few people in this world who can really make me laugh. I’m not saying when I laugh at your jokes, I’m not amused. I probably am. But I mean the deep, guttural laugh that comes from the bottom of my stomach and rumbles up through my chest, exploding out of my mouth, my smile not only hurting my cheeks but lengthening the corners of my ( Read more... )

I suppose I should announce, in case anyone's interested, that I am back in Warrenton.  For the next few weeks, until the place I am (hoping) to move into is available, I am living with the lovely Gelly and her gracious parents.  There were many factors that lead me to where I find myself now, that being on Gelly's guest bed.  A number of those ( Read more... )

Oh my god, look at the MOON.

I just sat in the hot tub in complete awe of the full moon, brighter than I think I've ever seen it, and now I have so many thoughts wrestling around in my brain, I can barely keep track of them.  I didn't want to come inside.

Just look at that MOON!!

I guess I have things to talk about - Christmas, the upcoming new year, being back in Warrenton for the time being, etc. - but I am tired and not in the mood ( Read more... )

So. I just haven't had the time and/or energy to legitimately update this thing in awhile. But after Landon and Destinee's wedding this weekend, I think a in-depth, soul searching post is called for.
Buckle up, kids.

( As I stared into the fanged jaws of my own mortality... )