summer.
it's getting better. i still dont have a job, i did like a million applications yesterday, still nothing. oh well. hopefully someone will call soon.
today my mom found a little bird in the lawn that fell out of its nest and broke its wing. he was SO CUTE. i of course wanted to keep him, but we couldnt. so i wrapped his little bald featherless self in a cloth and put him in a box and gave him some water (then he fell asleep and looked SO CUTE) and brought him to wildlife rescue. i want him back. he was SO ADORABLE. that momma bird is an asshole though for building such a shitty nest. the bird that fell out of it yesterday wasnt so lucky.... :(
i want a job!!! i need moneys. real bad. not to mention being a big waste of life all day isnt good for me. i mean, its been great to take a 180 from life at school, but doing nothing all day isnt healthy. i know the doctor said im fine, but i woke up all tight again today and i had random cramps and pains all over again. they were really minor today though so its probably no big deal. i feel like id be less tired and feel better if i was more active.
and i need to be distracted from not having him anymore. its really been eating away at me. i miss him, and i only want to be with him. at the same time, i know right now just isnt the time. but that just makes me want it more.
i feel like its taking me a long time to adjust to stuff. maybe its because my friends here are still in school (most of them). blahhhh. im just really bored a lot of the time. and kind of lonely too. i hate feeling alone. its definitely the worst, and its how i felt at school at first and i sort of felt it again when i got home. i miss my friends from school, but its nice to be with my friends here too. i love them, when theyre around.
i want to chop my hair off right now. i need to wait until it's longer though so its not too short when they donate it. its just EVERYWHERE ALL THE TIME AND IT MAKES ME CRAZY!!!
i guess im almost back to my old self. i miss music a lot. i sing ALL THE TIME, but im not working too hard on anything and i miss the piano. i need a new keyboard like its nobodys business.
today my mom found a little bird in the lawn that fell out of its nest and broke its wing. he was SO CUTE. i of course wanted to keep him, but we couldnt. so i wrapped his little bald featherless self in a cloth and put him in a box and gave him some water (then he fell asleep and looked SO CUTE) and brought him to wildlife rescue. i want him back. he was SO ADORABLE. that momma bird is an asshole though for building such a shitty nest. the bird that fell out of it yesterday wasnt so lucky.... :(
i want a job!!! i need moneys. real bad. not to mention being a big waste of life all day isnt good for me. i mean, its been great to take a 180 from life at school, but doing nothing all day isnt healthy. i know the doctor said im fine, but i woke up all tight again today and i had random cramps and pains all over again. they were really minor today though so its probably no big deal. i feel like id be less tired and feel better if i was more active.
and i need to be distracted from not having him anymore. its really been eating away at me. i miss him, and i only want to be with him. at the same time, i know right now just isnt the time. but that just makes me want it more.
i feel like its taking me a long time to adjust to stuff. maybe its because my friends here are still in school (most of them). blahhhh. im just really bored a lot of the time. and kind of lonely too. i hate feeling alone. its definitely the worst, and its how i felt at school at first and i sort of felt it again when i got home. i miss my friends from school, but its nice to be with my friends here too. i love them, when theyre around.
i want to chop my hair off right now. i need to wait until it's longer though so its not too short when they donate it. its just EVERYWHERE ALL THE TIME AND IT MAKES ME CRAZY!!!
i guess im almost back to my old self. i miss music a lot. i sing ALL THE TIME, but im not working too hard on anything and i miss the piano. i need a new keyboard like its nobodys business.