home...
...doesnt deserve the credit it used to get.im a little depressed, feeling sort of let down by people i love. i miss my freddies. a whole lot.
i know ive been a huge bitch lately. im down, and also not feeling well. i dont know what its from, part im sure is from trying to adjust, missing people, being home all day, stuff like that. but i dont know whats wrong with me. hopefully the gallon of blood they took today will tell me, and i really hope im worried over nothing....but at the same time i'm terrified to find out why i feel this way....its not normal at all.
i need to try to stop bitching out my mom, because sometimes its for no real reason, but she doesnt know when to back off! she has such a boundary issue.
i hope i get one of those nanny jobs!
im gonna keep trying to smile and love life and push through. it'll be easier when i find out for sure that im not dying or something.
i know ive been a huge bitch lately. im down, and also not feeling well. i dont know what its from, part im sure is from trying to adjust, missing people, being home all day, stuff like that. but i dont know whats wrong with me. hopefully the gallon of blood they took today will tell me, and i really hope im worried over nothing....but at the same time i'm terrified to find out why i feel this way....its not normal at all.
i need to try to stop bitching out my mom, because sometimes its for no real reason, but she doesnt know when to back off! she has such a boundary issue.
i hope i get one of those nanny jobs!
im gonna keep trying to smile and love life and push through. it'll be easier when i find out for sure that im not dying or something.