I broke up with Alex and I feel like crap, but I know it had to be done. I hate causing other people pain, and I hate making other people cry, so this has been pretty much the worst day I've had in awhile as far as human interaction goes. I don't think things like this ever get easy. I'm not hungry. I'm just tired and emotionally shut down. If I ( Read more... )

Without going into too much detail, this was a very nice weekend. Alex came up to celebrate a belated Valentine's Day on Thursday evening, and we spent a lot of time snuggling and watching movies. We saw Music and Lyrics at the Hampshire Mall and it was WAY better than either of us had expected. Alex also bought a ton of stuff. He also brought ( Read more... )

Staying up to ungodly hours has all sorts of bizarre effects on my imagination. Flashback to January 1st, just a few days ago. Here in the US, television for the first day of the new year consists of talk show hosts, lots and lots of commercials for gyms and weight-loss products, and football. Football may in fact be my least favorite sport, the ( Read more... )

In this season of gifting and giving and presents and delicious candy, I can't help but feel overwhelmed by the sheer amount of spending to be done. Thank goodness I don't live on my own. I'd waste a small fortune preparing for the holidays. As it was, I was stressed enough just trying to buy presents for my friends in the short space of time ( Read more... )

So, Tomorrow I leave for NoHo. I'm thinking of leaving North Jersey at around 11 or 12, and therefore arriving around 3 or 4. Probably somewhere in there. I'm excited and nervous and worried that I'm taking on too much. My training schedules overlap for about a total of 16 hours, that Grad professor still hasn't e-mailed me back, and I've lost ( Read more... )