[Secular argument, in all of it's poorly written glory-I'm too lazy to fix all the typos ( Read more... )

It bugs me when bands stress a certain consistency amongst their members, marginalizing those who fail to meet an unfair pre-requisite. For example, I'm for all-girl bands, but, I mean, I think it's fucking bull shit when it's forced. "All-girl band seeking girl guitarist." What have you got against guys? You think that's gonna prove anything ( Read more... )

I find it odd that it is encouraged to think a cow a steak, yet rude to call the man who insists that it is so a fool.

Strumming the chords 'til each note breaks its key, 'til we stand up and lay our instruments against the wall, strings naked amongst the fray of sharp metal, loosely clanking against a dulling wooden frame as it had been tossed aside with such carelessness. Apathy is birthed and bred in each engangement, the cancer reverberating between the cracks ( Read more... )

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I hold my hand, it helps the shaking, but I still flick. Nothing falls off. I don't give it a chance to collect before my next drag. After, though, some falls, maybe for one or two, sometimes three, maybe four. I don't know, it's not always the same. Usually I manage to get it off early, but there are those times when it just wasn't enough. ( Read more... )

A boy sits on the floor of an unkempt room, hands tucked between the inner thighs of crossed legs, the right loosely-clenched to fit the relaxed curve of his left. He stares blankly into the TV screen, its abnormal-brightness dissolving the picture into a nearly monotonous glow, the only evidence of anything actually taking place within being the ( Read more... )

Sometimes I sit in the shower. Sometimes I pull my knees to my chest and hold them in place with my arms, hands holding wrists. Sometimes I set my chin ontop of my knees and rock while my eyes dart back and forth, head all a quiver. Sometimes I laugh. Sometimes I cry. Sometimes I scream. Sometimes I try to do all of them at the same time ( Read more... )

For those of you who hurt me, don't ever take pride in it, because, I assure you, I can do much better than you ( Read more... )

Smoking thoughts ( Read more... )