FINE I WILL DO A MEME

[ionic_bond]

ASK A QUESTION it can be anything CFUD related, OOC, IC, Relationship, psychology, thoughts, whatever. I.E. My character's opinion of your character or maybe what you have been wondering about this behavior or that, or general thoughts on my characters or canons or what, who I might consider topping you into apping, etc

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[stigmatize]

Naoto on Judith lol

[hardlyboy]

There's something Judith said to Naoto a while ago that's stuck with her-- I believe she described Naoto as "straight-forward". Naoto's never been experienced in personal relationships or understanding feelings, even though she's been making progress in recent years. So to her mind, Naoto-in-a-relationship wants to be able to provide something useful for Judith; in this case, she wants to be someone in Judith's life that doesn't come with messy complications. She genuinely cares for Judith deeply, probably to an extent that she doesn't yet understand. There is a part of her that yearns to explore their arrangement deeper, to touch upon things she's anxious about and wants to know more about, but realizes that if she tries to do that, it may end up complicating things on a level Judith doesn't want. So that part of her was being ignored until recently, until Naoto spoke to younger Judith, and understood that there was a history of pain and frustration in Judith's past that Naoto has no idea about. It made her realize that while it

[stigmatize]

sob okay

[hardlyboy]

Naoto definitely got the sense that Judith had a painful and difficult childhood, and her feelings of frustration completely took her over, in part because she had no outlet for her anger or a way to undo the injustices she was forced to experience. Naoto realizes she can't fully understand what that was like, but at the same time feels sympathy for Judith. As a child, her frustrations at being a young female in a position where her age and sex were used against her were not things she could easily change, and despite how she tried, there was never an easy way out. So, letting her frustrations define who she was is something Naoto's very familiar with

[stigmatize]

(fyi she has reaged and they can totes talk)

OH GOD she'd be excited and then she'd realize that all she did last time was troll Karol and get super wasted on a beach before having nonstop threeway sex with only breaks for ice cream and more booze and maybe a shower but then more threeway sex in the shower um

so she'd think ... "I need to write up a day plan."

HOW IS SYNC DOIN'?

[ionic_bond]

LOLZ it's okay judith-san we can just hang out i'm sure that will be fine, right