life blows

[invokemywrath]

lifes sucks...i cant be happy EVER....its the thing God seems to take from me...i guess i have been made here to be a fucking depressed fucker that if ne one crosses me that i might have to do crazy shit...well it looks as it isnt gunna ever change sooo y not start now...i try to hard i want to feel .... this is the last time i will feel ne thing...that i want to...my LIFE BLOWS

i wish that sometimes i was dead

so god y dont u let me BE HAPPY SO I DONT FEEL THIS WAY....fuck