confident for once...

[invokemywrath]

today a lot of things happened that kinda let me get ahold of myself. i mean so many things r apart of my life that you know that i have to be non existence let things go for what they r...yea everyone worries...but maybe i take worry to another extent. Its not like i cant find a way around it, its more towards the line that i dont want to have to think about it. i mean looking at today i realize that i am meant to be happy...ever since i have change myself i have been more open and happier then i ever have been before. I even have friends telling me that i am better this way...so u know what im forgetting what i have been in the past the depressed and sensative guy...that everyone knew its time for me to be happy and LIVING IT UP!...i have no right to be upset now..its just the beginning. and to the one person that i think i upset today i really am truely sorry. and no i promise on my life that i didnt talk to him at all today. I went to ben's for a while and hung out and chilled with them...but now im back home getting ready for school tomorrow (yay...) but i think this vacation has hit me and has maybe my life a little bit more fullfilled.

Yesterday i went to boscos and filled out an app. becaus i need a job and i heard from Matt that they r looking for a new guy. so i went their in a heart beat cuz i need the money.

I think that everything from now on is gunna be a lot better because im not gunna let myself get down. im gunna do what i can to make myself happier and the people around me.

Quote-"We have the right - to live in peace
and you must fight - for what you keep
If what you keep - holds truth inside
Stand up, defend - lay down and die
" ~POD~

Later,
Ryan