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i want to be better because of You.
i have heard it so much before,
but now it seems to fit,
as I fall in love with each new door You show.
I think that this chance before me,
gives me a glimpse of how life could be.
It gives me an opportunity to dance within Your grace,
or to turn away, and make You find me.
I choose this time,
to let go,
and hold on,
all at the same time.
Letting go of fears,
holding on to hope.
Letting go of questions,
holding onto truth.
Letting go of "how it should be"
putting my hope in You.
You have inspired me,
You have spoken life into my heart,
You have called forth maturity,
and I long to step into it.
I long to embrace You with every part of my being.
The memories, i have.
they are falling like the leaves,
each one a color, that reminds me of the things ive seen.
Some are so old, I have replanted planted them in books,
so that I never forget just the way they made me feel,
I think some pages are ready to fall out, of this book of memories.
The ones of You I choose to keep, while others would just make me repeat,
a stage in life, i wish to leave.
I am ready to be all that You ask of me.
I cant say being prepared is as much as I had hoped for.
But now is what You ask, and this is all i can give.
tomorrow yet to be discovered, locked in the pages of my life's tale.
I used to keep my history, wishing to return, but embracing new things,
gives me so much I desire to learn.
I cant repeat, how thankful, how greatful i am that You save.
I cant repeat, how happy, how full of love, How blessed i am each day.
You are breathtaking,
this is what i am to You.
I am in the midst of a heart stopping lesson ill learn in You.
I am sooo happy Ryan spoke to me today, we went to Walmart and shopped and talked for over an hour, It was sooo good to be honest. COMPLETELY honest!
It was the FIRST time in my entire life i have blushed, i have never before, i dont know why, i just dont. wellll today, i was read, hahaha and red! haha he totally read my heart, and spoke truth to me, and had NO restraint in doing so! AMAZING!
I love Ry, he is seriously like a brother to me, lookin out for me, and making sure that i look out for those around me, he put his arm around me and was like, "i have never had a friend like you before, You are seriously like my little sister! i love you so much!" It was the grandest thing ever to be loved, not because he wanted to "hook up" or because he had known me for "sooo long, that it seemed natural" but just because God put that friendship there, and there is no "attraction" to distract us. IT ROCKS! anyways, it was the MOST fun i have had in a while, we were talking about some "deep" stuff, and yet, I was laughing almost the entire time. He is Fabulous! Thank you GOD for a brother like him!
Eisley concert tonite... was AMAZING! Beautiful voices, and wonderful company, and nice atmosphere, except a few people smoking, but still tight! Wish you could have been there!
i have heard it so much before,
but now it seems to fit,
as I fall in love with each new door You show.
I think that this chance before me,
gives me a glimpse of how life could be.
It gives me an opportunity to dance within Your grace,
or to turn away, and make You find me.
I choose this time,
to let go,
and hold on,
all at the same time.
Letting go of fears,
holding on to hope.
Letting go of questions,
holding onto truth.
Letting go of "how it should be"
putting my hope in You.
You have inspired me,
You have spoken life into my heart,
You have called forth maturity,
and I long to step into it.
I long to embrace You with every part of my being.
The memories, i have.
they are falling like the leaves,
each one a color, that reminds me of the things ive seen.
Some are so old, I have replanted planted them in books,
so that I never forget just the way they made me feel,
I think some pages are ready to fall out, of this book of memories.
The ones of You I choose to keep, while others would just make me repeat,
a stage in life, i wish to leave.
I am ready to be all that You ask of me.
I cant say being prepared is as much as I had hoped for.
But now is what You ask, and this is all i can give.
tomorrow yet to be discovered, locked in the pages of my life's tale.
I used to keep my history, wishing to return, but embracing new things,
gives me so much I desire to learn.
I cant repeat, how thankful, how greatful i am that You save.
I cant repeat, how happy, how full of love, How blessed i am each day.
You are breathtaking,
this is what i am to You.
I am in the midst of a heart stopping lesson ill learn in You.
I am sooo happy Ryan spoke to me today, we went to Walmart and shopped and talked for over an hour, It was sooo good to be honest. COMPLETELY honest!
It was the FIRST time in my entire life i have blushed, i have never before, i dont know why, i just dont. wellll today, i was read, hahaha and red! haha he totally read my heart, and spoke truth to me, and had NO restraint in doing so! AMAZING!
I love Ry, he is seriously like a brother to me, lookin out for me, and making sure that i look out for those around me, he put his arm around me and was like, "i have never had a friend like you before, You are seriously like my little sister! i love you so much!" It was the grandest thing ever to be loved, not because he wanted to "hook up" or because he had known me for "sooo long, that it seemed natural" but just because God put that friendship there, and there is no "attraction" to distract us. IT ROCKS! anyways, it was the MOST fun i have had in a while, we were talking about some "deep" stuff, and yet, I was laughing almost the entire time. He is Fabulous! Thank you GOD for a brother like him!
Eisley concert tonite... was AMAZING! Beautiful voices, and wonderful company, and nice atmosphere, except a few people smoking, but still tight! Wish you could have been there!