competition. but YOU always win!
too many thoughts.
too many feelings.
one of my dearest friends had a "talk" with me today.
he told me that we need to use wisdom>
i wonder, what kind of wisdom do we need, we are simply friends???
i am scared of my heart, and of my dreams,
and really not ready to face any of them.
NOT that I am hiding from them, I am not.
But i chose to continually lay them at the feet of Jesus,
let Him show me His timing,
let Him drive my world,
and i will choose to follow Him, and HIM alone.
"seek FIRST the kingdom of God, and all things will be added unto you"
so Lord, moment by moment, i seek You first.
I know my heart will get me side-lined,
and i want to be capable of being used in Life... at ALL times.
This may take sacrifice.
I can do it, it is nothing in comparison to what You did for me!
Thank You.
I dont want distractions.
I want YOU alone!
I feel You holding my heart, and i want to stay safe within Your hands.
In Your timing, You may give it to whomever or whatever is BEST.
You wont let me settle.
To stay in Your peace.
The only way to do that, I have found, is to dig into Your word!
I am ravished for Your presence, Your word, Your life!
Let me MAKE time for You first!
And everything else will fall into place.
Thank You for that promise!
so i end this journal with a refocused heart,
no worries, In Your hands.
No fear, In Your hands.
No doubts, Its all in Your hands,
Nothing but peace, and Joy, here, in Your hands.
"Empty handed but alive in Your hands..."
raise up a passionate follower after You, I know my character is Not ready for what You have instore, keep building it, through the hard times, the questioning times, the stressful times. I cant wait to be all You ask of me.
Always Yours first, Yours last, Yours forever, ALWAYS~
Your ange. (my identity is in You)
too many feelings.
one of my dearest friends had a "talk" with me today.
he told me that we need to use wisdom>
i wonder, what kind of wisdom do we need, we are simply friends???
i am scared of my heart, and of my dreams,
and really not ready to face any of them.
NOT that I am hiding from them, I am not.
But i chose to continually lay them at the feet of Jesus,
let Him show me His timing,
let Him drive my world,
and i will choose to follow Him, and HIM alone.
"seek FIRST the kingdom of God, and all things will be added unto you"
so Lord, moment by moment, i seek You first.
I know my heart will get me side-lined,
and i want to be capable of being used in Life... at ALL times.
This may take sacrifice.
I can do it, it is nothing in comparison to what You did for me!
Thank You.
I dont want distractions.
I want YOU alone!
I feel You holding my heart, and i want to stay safe within Your hands.
In Your timing, You may give it to whomever or whatever is BEST.
You wont let me settle.
To stay in Your peace.
The only way to do that, I have found, is to dig into Your word!
I am ravished for Your presence, Your word, Your life!
Let me MAKE time for You first!
And everything else will fall into place.
Thank You for that promise!
so i end this journal with a refocused heart,
no worries, In Your hands.
No fear, In Your hands.
No doubts, Its all in Your hands,
Nothing but peace, and Joy, here, in Your hands.
"Empty handed but alive in Your hands..."
raise up a passionate follower after You, I know my character is Not ready for what You have instore, keep building it, through the hard times, the questioning times, the stressful times. I cant wait to be all You ask of me.
Always Yours first, Yours last, Yours forever, ALWAYS~
Your ange. (my identity is in You)