Can I throw a rock at you?
First of all, I GRADUATED! (!) It's amazing, but it still hasn't kicked in yet. The ceremony was only two hours long, not even, which was amazing since usually it takes FOREVER. I went to the past three graduations and every time it ended somewhere around dark. haha
My brother, Jay, and his daughter, Isabella, moved back home with us. Now we have five people during the week and eight on weekends, and soon each number will go up by one when my friend April moves in. It's going to be crazyyy. I have so much cleaning to do, it's not even funny. And with the way I clean, I tear up the whole room and make it look like a tornado hit, and then I slowly make it look better until the whole place is spotless. I have a pretty big room...the biggest one in the house, only because it's in the basement and the room served as the "second family room" for the family that used to live here...and I have a lot items in it, some pointless, some pretty useful. Hopefully I can finish cleaning it soon!
I'm still single. Here is where I go on a rant. It's not because of the way I feel about being single. It's the way others feel. Boys, to be specific. It's so annoying, I actually hate being single for that reason, not because of that lonely feeling single people usually get. I do get that feeling, but not often at all. I'm pretty content with life, my family, and my friends. I actually like being single. I don't like having someone be all attached and clingly to me. I don't like having to check in with someone or feel like I have to tell them everything I'm doing and who I'm with. I've learned all of this quite easily and quickly, over and over again (well, I learned it once, then I'm reminded over and over again...) in the past few months or weeks...whatever it's been. So many guys have come around and made their feelings known...that's fine by me. It's just that after that first time where they make it known, they continue to push their feelings on me, and I cannot stand that for my lifeeee. No matter what I do or say (or don't for that matter), the pushing still continues and it gets me so annoyed and all that stuff. It's the summer after my senior year! Let me breatheeeee. I want to stay single and just go with the flow, relax, and just be free. But no. One after another, and some at the same time, just continue to send me random texts just to talk to me at random hours of the day/night and continuously try to get me during my free time and try to get all controlling and nosey and figure out who I'm with, what I'm doing, and especially what male friends I'm in contact with. UGH! And I don't lead people on. I tell each guy that comes along and voices his feelings that I just want to take things easy, stay single, and enjoy my summer. Whatever happens, happens.
Whatever happens, happens. Exactly what I want. "Whatever happens, happens," can't happen if someones trying to force something. Grrr.
Anywayyyy. That's done.
I totally miss seeing friends each day, but I'm tooootally happy for graduation and moving on to college. I'm pretty excited for it.
Okay, I'm going to take a nap and then get ready for my graduation dinner with the familia. <3!
My brother, Jay, and his daughter, Isabella, moved back home with us. Now we have five people during the week and eight on weekends, and soon each number will go up by one when my friend April moves in. It's going to be crazyyy. I have so much cleaning to do, it's not even funny. And with the way I clean, I tear up the whole room and make it look like a tornado hit, and then I slowly make it look better until the whole place is spotless. I have a pretty big room...the biggest one in the house, only because it's in the basement and the room served as the "second family room" for the family that used to live here...and I have a lot items in it, some pointless, some pretty useful. Hopefully I can finish cleaning it soon!
I'm still single. Here is where I go on a rant. It's not because of the way I feel about being single. It's the way others feel. Boys, to be specific. It's so annoying, I actually hate being single for that reason, not because of that lonely feeling single people usually get. I do get that feeling, but not often at all. I'm pretty content with life, my family, and my friends. I actually like being single. I don't like having someone be all attached and clingly to me. I don't like having to check in with someone or feel like I have to tell them everything I'm doing and who I'm with. I've learned all of this quite easily and quickly, over and over again (well, I learned it once, then I'm reminded over and over again...) in the past few months or weeks...whatever it's been. So many guys have come around and made their feelings known...that's fine by me. It's just that after that first time where they make it known, they continue to push their feelings on me, and I cannot stand that for my lifeeee. No matter what I do or say (or don't for that matter), the pushing still continues and it gets me so annoyed and all that stuff. It's the summer after my senior year! Let me breatheeeee. I want to stay single and just go with the flow, relax, and just be free. But no. One after another, and some at the same time, just continue to send me random texts just to talk to me at random hours of the day/night and continuously try to get me during my free time and try to get all controlling and nosey and figure out who I'm with, what I'm doing, and especially what male friends I'm in contact with. UGH! And I don't lead people on. I tell each guy that comes along and voices his feelings that I just want to take things easy, stay single, and enjoy my summer. Whatever happens, happens.
Whatever happens, happens. Exactly what I want. "Whatever happens, happens," can't happen if someones trying to force something. Grrr.
Anywayyyy. That's done.
I totally miss seeing friends each day, but I'm tooootally happy for graduation and moving on to college. I'm pretty excited for it.
Okay, I'm going to take a nap and then get ready for my graduation dinner with the familia. <3!