it wasnt mainly your fault, it was mostly mine, you totally deserved so much more than how i treated you and i didnt realize that until now. i try to be loyal to my friends but its tough because right now im sort of stuck between two groups and havent recieved too much loyalty anyways. there are things wrong with my life, i know i may seem perfect to you but there are plenty of things that go on that you and anyone else dont know about. even someone with a perfect life would find something wrong with their life, thats just how things are.
colin, its been a while. im sick of waiting for you to change your mind about me. i mean i really want to be friends with you again but i have a feeling thats never going to happen.
and trust me i know your unhappy, you've never been truly happy, and i guess thats just you. please, i know you dont care about what i have to say, but stop cutting yourself and dont ever attempt suicide and stop drinking. whether we're friends or not killing your self would hurt me so much, more than you would ever know, not only that but there are so many other people that care about you and that would just crush them.
you were a big part of my life and it hasnt been easy trying to block you out, all im asking is for you to give me a chance because i feel like you dont even know me anymore and have no reason to judge me.
even someone with a perfect life would find something wrong with their life, thats just how things are.
colin, its been a while. im sick of waiting for you to change your mind about me. i mean i really want to be friends with you again but i have a feeling thats never going to happen.
and trust me i know your unhappy, you've never been truly happy, and i guess thats just you. please, i know you dont care about what i have to say, but stop cutting yourself and dont ever attempt suicide and stop drinking. whether we're friends or not killing your self would hurt me so much, more than you would ever know, not only that but there are so many other people that care about you and that would just crush them.
you were a big part of my life and it hasnt been easy trying to block you out, all im asking is for you to give me a chance because i feel like you dont even know me anymore and have no reason to judge me.
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