i like emo more but hardcore shows are so much more fun because of the moshing and energy and stuff and at emo shows you cant do anything but stand and that gets tiring.
i no one thing that changed since the summer ... - we stopped being friends and we stopped talking. You were good to talk to at times when i wasn't feeling so great ( like when i cried uptown lazst year u were really nice to me n made me feel really special ). i dont mean to sound like a bitch or anything but you're the one who changed not me n my friends. I miss being friends with you but you probably dont wanna be friends again. I just thought i should say that n im sorry if i did anything or said anything to make us stop being friends.
a lot of things did change from the summer. i guess maybe it was me that changed, but i'm glad i changed. i'm sorry we didn't stay friends. maybe we'll become friends again someday.
once, there was this boy. he was sad a lot, and things weren't going so well for him. he did have a girlfriend, but they were constantly fighting and things just weren't working out between them. then, he met this other girl. and from the moment he met her, he thought she was the most beautiful thing he had ever seen, and he loved her. and he hoped with all his heart that she loved him back. when he finally broke up with his girlfriend, he would think about the other girl every single night. and then finally, he found out that she liked him too. they started to spend more time together, and the boy got happier and happier, and then he asked her out. and since then they've lived happily ever after. reading that made me so sad
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i'm sorry that made you sad. i know it was mainly my fault that our relationship didn't work, but it still didn't work. and i'm sorry i hate you now, but i have a good reason. i don't think you're very loyal to your friends, and i don't like how you complain so bitterly about your life when i think your life isn't so bad, and just i don't know. i just have little problems with you.
maybe we will become friends again, but it will take a while.
and i'm not as happy as i look. i love ruby, but she's the best thing in my life right now. you think i look happy? i cut, i've attempted suicide, and i'm gotten miserably drunk in my bedroom, all in the past month. i'm really happy?
it wasnt mainly your fault, it was mostly mine, you totally deserved so much more than how i treated you and i didnt realize that until now. i try to be loyal to my friends but its tough because right now im sort of stuck between two groups and havent recieved too much loyalty anyways. there are things wrong with my life, i know i may seem perfect to you but there are plenty of things that go on that you and anyone else dont know about
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i think its me. the fact that everythings changed i think maybe its my fault. i mean not my fault, but like, if i hadnt come along, things would be normal. espeically things between you and jeremy and maybe your parents secretly cant stand you being with a freshman. idk, ive always sort of felt like i just walked in and intruded and messed everything up.
or it could just be something that was bound to happen, a part of growing up thing. because things are always constantly changing.
but yea, im sorry. i really truely think that one day things will get better with your parents but you've gotta work on it. things used to be really bad with my parents too but its gotten a lot better.
and maybe this summer will be really good too maybe you can be that happy again
i could say a lot more but i think i'll stop now. i love you.
honestly, please don't feel that it's your fault that things are worse off now. i love you. i love you so much ruby. and you are the best thing in my life right now. and it's not your fault at all. if i didn't have you in my life, i'd be so much worse off. i care about you so much ruby, and i just really don't want you to think it's your fault. i thought you might get that notion when i posted that, but i didn't mean it. i love you so much ruby, and no problem i have will probably ever be your fault.
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i no one thing that changed since the summer ...
- we stopped being friends and we stopped talking. You were good to talk to at times when i wasn't feeling so great ( like when i cried uptown lazst year u were really nice to me n made me feel really special ). i dont mean to sound like a bitch or anything but you're the one who changed not me n my friends. I miss being friends with you but you probably dont wanna be friends again. I just thought i should say that n im sorry if i did anything or said anything to make us stop being friends.
Yours truly,
Sarah
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a lot of things did change from the summer. i guess maybe it was me that changed, but i'm glad i changed. i'm sorry we didn't stay friends. maybe we'll become friends again someday.
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i'm sorry that made you sad. i know it was mainly my fault that our relationship didn't work, but it still didn't work. and i'm sorry i hate you now, but i have a good reason. i don't think you're very loyal to your friends, and i don't like how you complain so bitterly about your life when i think your life isn't so bad, and just i don't know. i just have little problems with you.
maybe we will become friends again, but it will take a while.
and i'm not as happy as i look. i love ruby, but she's the best thing in my life right now. you think i look happy? i cut, i've attempted suicide, and i'm gotten miserably drunk in my bedroom, all in the past month. i'm really happy?
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dont.
dont say that.
you dont understand.
how much it kills me to read that.
that last part.
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the fact that everythings changed
i think maybe its my fault.
i mean not my fault,
but like, if i hadnt come along,
things would be normal.
espeically things between you and jeremy
and maybe your parents secretly cant stand you being with a freshman.
idk, ive always sort of felt like i just walked in and intruded and messed everything up.
or it could just be something that was bound to happen,
a part of growing up thing.
because things are always constantly changing.
but yea, im sorry.
i really truely think that one day things will get better with your parents
but you've gotta work on it.
things used to be really bad with my parents too
but its gotten a lot better.
and maybe this summer will be really good too
maybe you can be that happy again
i could say a lot more but i think i'll stop now.
i love you.
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honestly, please don't feel that it's your fault that things are worse off now. i love you. i love you so much ruby. and you are the best thing in my life right now. and it's not your fault at all. if i didn't have you in my life, i'd be so much worse off. i care about you so much ruby, and i just really don't want you to think it's your fault. i thought you might get that notion when i posted that, but i didn't mean it. i love you so much ruby, and no problem i have will probably ever be your fault.
colin
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