Aug 14, 2007 15:12
Is it really true that opposites attract...I mean I guess it can be. In my most recent relationship it was definatly true, its also true that because our lives were so vastly different despite the love, and the attraction to be a part of what the other had as part of their life it just cannot be?! So is it a good thing or a bad thing that opposites attract..I dont know.
How is it possible that something I find so momentous or memorable or just freaking important, can just pass by without notice to someone who was a part the same event?! different points of views I guess, or different values...maybe?
How do people who keep it all inside survive....I think I would literally explode. I cant keep it even when I should, when I want too,, my heart, my emotions, my thoughts are worn on my sleeve, and in my facial expressions, and tone of voice. How do you all do it?!
How can some people just up and walk away from things they swear are important, or meaningful to them...whatever. I want to know how to not feel so tied things, I want to pack what i own in my car and drive, as far as it takes me and settle for a little while, and up and do it all over again. I want to see the country, the small little town not the tourist sights. I want to meet the people who live everyday and try to cultivate a life they feel is worth living. And then I want to come home and be tied down again...any suggestions?!
Oh well this is my head....full of thoughts, ideas, needs and wants. What can I say I am restless and in need of change and new connections *sigh*