Depression
Um, prayer request. I'm not doing so well. I think I'm bi-polar or just plain depressed. Either way I'm pondering the option of getting meds or checking myself into the nearest psych ward. I'm miserable at home and I get emotional really quick. It's not super suprizing because I think I'm just starting to deal with my Dad's death (he died early in December), and I recently lost my best friend due to a variety of church dramas, and I feel attacked by my other close relationships. I'm questioning a lot of things and, in general, just feel hurt. And honestly, I'm so tired of blaming Satan. If I'm saved, and it is for freedom that Christ came, then why do I always feel so trapped? Arg. Maybe I should go explore piracy, as it seems to be a common theme lately...