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i've been in a weird funk lately, and i don't know how to get out of it. i'm fine when i'm at work, i can be happy and go lucky, mostly cause its my job. when i come home i feel tired, worn out, stressed and unbelievably sad for no apparent reason. WTF!! i want to slap myself in the face and snap the hell out of it. somebody said "whatever" to me today, and i went off like a mad women.. i feel really bad, but it felt so good.
so i think i have a crush on someone who i think likes me back, and now i'm trying to think of the GREATEST EXCUSE to suddenly NOT want a boyfriend because i'm a chicken shit. i think i'm so comfortable with fact that i can like people that don't like me back, because it means no confrontation, no honesty, no embarrassment.. of course until they like me back and i totally spaz out and run the other direction. i'm doomed to be single forever, because of my overpowering fear of affection.
if anyone has any home remedies of how to get OUT of a stupid funk, please let me know. you can find me hiding under my covers, in my dark room, blaring obscene random material on the stereo.
so i think i have a crush on someone who i think likes me back, and now i'm trying to think of the GREATEST EXCUSE to suddenly NOT want a boyfriend because i'm a chicken shit. i think i'm so comfortable with fact that i can like people that don't like me back, because it means no confrontation, no honesty, no embarrassment.. of course until they like me back and i totally spaz out and run the other direction. i'm doomed to be single forever, because of my overpowering fear of affection.
if anyone has any home remedies of how to get OUT of a stupid funk, please let me know. you can find me hiding under my covers, in my dark room, blaring obscene random material on the stereo.