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Jul 28, 2003 06:37

I can't seem to fucus on anything anymore. I'm having a terrible time keeping a hold of the things that are important to me. My only time of tranquility is sitting alone in the dark, letting words written to music travel through my body as if it's a calm stream that collects all my thoughts off the shore and let them all move at the same pace ( Read more... )

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angelsguardian July 28 2003, 11:29:39 UTC

So...someone sent you an annonymous E-Mail because they were too much of a coward to say it in person? Geez...that's a voice to be taken seriously. I'm sure if Jesus went as an annonymous person, we'd all be Christian, right? And yes, I am making fun of you, Jack, because you were stupid enough to let the jackass get to you enough to actually post about them ( ... )

angelsguardian October 21 2003, 02:13:50 UTC

he didn't fuck up his life amanda. he got me pregnant, yes. that is in no way, shape or form, fucking up. he loves me and i love him, we want eachother to parent our children anyway, so what difference does it make if it was earlier than expected. that's not a fuck up. it's just not good enough timing for you or anyone else who had a problem with it.

angelsguardian October 27 2003, 09:09:24 UTC

You're right. He didn't fuck up his life. You did. Perhaps I shouldn't give you that much credit.... Revised: You -almost- fucked up his life. His only two mistakes were fucking you, and staying with you after you lost your spawn. I should have had more faith that he could handle the situation, but it did give me quite a scare when it took him so long to get rid of you ( ... )

angelsguardian October 29 2003, 11:54:38 UTC

i agree. i did fuck up his life. a lot. i am nothing but a fuck up and he deserves better ( ... )

angelsguardian October 30 2003, 14:33:53 UTC

First of all, Jackie told me that he was in love with me. He still loves me, I know that much...but men in love do not have sex with other women. As melodramatic and hoplessly romantic as it is, had he been truely in love with me, he would have waited for me. Period. That should have been the first clue that whatever he told you about love is thoroughly obscured. I'm sure he didn't mean to in the least (men are men) but it'd be a great idea to flat out ask him. I'm not saying he doesn't love you. I know he does. Even -I- was disappointed when you two decided not to get married, one of the reasons being because he did love you and it would not have been that bad of a choice. Still...I must insist that MEN ARE MEN ( ... )

in response to everything... angelsguardian October 31 2003, 02:18:48 UTC

amanda: thank you for your advice and your olive branch. i would say that i am his friend too, although i'm not sure how he feels on this. i think he would agree but we are just both agrevated and upset with eachother and the way we handle things. he has an issue with my unintentional lack of honesty and i with his emotional manipulations, for lack of a better term ( ... )

Re: in response to everything... angelsguardian October 31 2003, 06:35:25 UTC

Well said.

Re: in response to everything... insanityangel October 31 2003, 16:36:36 UTC

-You're- not putting up with it anymore? I believe it was I who said a few days ago that -IM- not putting up with it. You never treated me like a ing. You made me feel like shit for having to go to WORK. If an hour went by without you seeing me, you blamed it on me, cried, and went crazy, taking it all out on me. Why try and act all high and mighty simply because you have a new audiance that can't see what's going on firsthand ( ... )

Re: in response to everything... angelsguardian November 2 2003, 08:20:23 UTC

What goes around, comes around, huh, Jackie Poo?

Re: in response to everything... angelsguardian November 2 2003, 08:21:18 UTC

And Jack, you smoke pot, too, so what's the big deal?

Re: in response to everything... insanityangel November 2 2003, 20:25:20 UTC

Just another piece of proof that you don't know me anymore, and therefore have no idea what you're talking about.

Re: in response to everything... lucifers_star November 4 2003, 00:23:58 UTC

but you did do pot and from what you told me, lied to Amanda about it too...so, as stated above, what goes around, comes around

Re: in response to everything... insanityangel November 5 2003, 18:04:44 UTC

Yeah...from what I told you... like, what? a year ago? year and a half?

Re: in response to everything... lucifers_star November 5 2003, 20:54:02 UTC

does it matter?

Re: in response to everything... insanityangel November 6 2003, 17:49:26 UTC

I've stopped sense then. Yeah, I used to. But things change. That was one of them. I did it too much, and people around me where hurt by it.

Re: in response to everything... angelsguardian November 6 2003, 18:36:51 UTC

From the lying, or the pot smoking?

My guess is both.

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