I can't seem to fucus on anything anymore. I'm having a terrible time keeping a hold of the things that are important to me. My only time of tranquility is sitting alone in the dark, letting words written to music travel through my body as if it's a calm stream that collects all my thoughts off the shore and let them all move at the same pace
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Unintenional dishonesty? You knew you were lying to me, you lied to my face, and you tried to hide it. From the moment we were going out. "Did you ever sleep with Stevo?" "No" "Promise? You're not lying to me?" "I'd never lie to you". What did I find out a couple weeks later? That you -lied-. What about not smoking ciggerettes? You knew you did, and you knew you were stopping for a good reason. But you just couldnt resist, could you? When Andrea broke your cover, you got the most evil look of anger. Now, if it was unintentional, why would you get angry like that? How about smoking pot? Waiting till I had left, and making sure you weren't doing it when I got back. Smoking pot was more important to you then your promise to me.
So who was playing who? The night we broke up, 6 months of being together, and you didnt even know a damn thing about me. Remember that conversation? You knew I like D&D, video games... and that was it. You couldnt think of anything else. What was your reasoning? "better late then never"? I believe those were the exact words. Better late then fucking never.
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My guess is both.
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