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Jul 28, 2003 06:37

I can't seem to fucus on anything anymore. I'm having a terrible time keeping a hold of the things that are important to me. My only time of tranquility is sitting alone in the dark, letting words written to music travel through my body as if it's a calm stream that collects all my thoughts off the shore and let them all move at the same pace ( Read more... )

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Re: in response to everything... insanityangel October 31 2003, 16:36:36 UTC
-You're- not putting up with it anymore? I believe it was I who said a few days ago that -IM- not putting up with it. You never treated me like a ing. You made me feel like shit for having to go to WORK. If an hour went by without you seeing me, you blamed it on me, cried, and went crazy, taking it all out on me. Why try and act all high and mighty simply because you have a new audiance that can't see what's going on firsthand.

Unintenional dishonesty? You knew you were lying to me, you lied to my face, and you tried to hide it. From the moment we were going out. "Did you ever sleep with Stevo?" "No" "Promise? You're not lying to me?" "I'd never lie to you". What did I find out a couple weeks later? That you -lied-. What about not smoking ciggerettes? You knew you did, and you knew you were stopping for a good reason. But you just couldnt resist, could you? When Andrea broke your cover, you got the most evil look of anger. Now, if it was unintentional, why would you get angry like that? How about smoking pot? Waiting till I had left, and making sure you weren't doing it when I got back. Smoking pot was more important to you then your promise to me.

So who was playing who? The night we broke up, 6 months of being together, and you didnt even know a damn thing about me. Remember that conversation? You knew I like D&D, video games... and that was it. You couldnt think of anything else. What was your reasoning? "better late then never"? I believe those were the exact words. Better late then fucking never.

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Re: in response to everything... insanityangel November 2 2003, 08:20:23 UTC
What goes around, comes around, huh, Jackie Poo?

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Re: in response to everything... insanityangel November 2 2003, 08:21:18 UTC
And Jack, you smoke pot, too, so what's the big deal?

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Re: in response to everything... insanityangel November 2 2003, 20:25:20 UTC
Just another piece of proof that you don't know me anymore, and therefore have no idea what you're talking about.

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Re: in response to everything... lucifers_star November 4 2003, 00:23:58 UTC
but you did do pot and from what you told me, lied to Amanda about it too...so, as stated above, what goes around, comes around

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Re: in response to everything... insanityangel November 5 2003, 18:04:44 UTC
Yeah...from what I told you... like, what? a year ago? year and a half?

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Re: in response to everything... lucifers_star November 5 2003, 20:54:02 UTC
does it matter?

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Re: in response to everything... insanityangel November 6 2003, 17:49:26 UTC
I've stopped sense then. Yeah, I used to. But things change. That was one of them. I did it too much, and people around me where hurt by it.

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Re: in response to everything... insanityangel November 6 2003, 18:36:51 UTC
From the lying, or the pot smoking?

My guess is both.

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