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kay dude. have i just become really...lame lately or something?!
i don't really even feel like going out with my friends half the time because i just have sooo much shit on my mind.
but they can't understand that. it's hard. i mean, i'm cool with just spending the day at home with my parents and juss watching t.v & being lazy. alot of them and their parents don't get along and they need to be out like 24/7, but i'm not like that.
today, i even cancelled on a concert i was supposed to be going to. i mean, i adore concerts. i used to be able to go to 9238467 a week and not get sick of them, but i have so much other stuff i'm focusing on. But tonight my mom relaly didn't want me going either. AND THEN, i found out two of the leading bands dropped outta the show last minute. So i had to break the news to stephy and...she CRIED. i felt like the fucking biggest jerk.
but sometime i guess you just have to focus on the important things in your life...right?
ugh. i'm going job searching tomorrow/
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i don't really even feel like going out with my friends half the time because i just have sooo much shit on my mind.
but they can't understand that. it's hard. i mean, i'm cool with just spending the day at home with my parents and juss watching t.v & being lazy. alot of them and their parents don't get along and they need to be out like 24/7, but i'm not like that.
today, i even cancelled on a concert i was supposed to be going to. i mean, i adore concerts. i used to be able to go to 9238467 a week and not get sick of them, but i have so much other stuff i'm focusing on. But tonight my mom relaly didn't want me going either. AND THEN, i found out two of the leading bands dropped outta the show last minute. So i had to break the news to stephy and...she CRIED. i felt like the fucking biggest jerk.
but sometime i guess you just have to focus on the important things in your life...right?
ugh. i'm going job searching tomorrow/
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