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Venting:
so...things have been up, and down. As usual. I think that's for every person though. this school year has been shit. i don't think i've ever failed any tests in my life until this year. and this is the year that actually matters. what the fuck are they trying to do to us! it's like...they don't WANT us to have a good job. they don't want us going to post-secondary school. ugh. so i had my first social test today. failed. 48%...even though socials never been a terribly strong point of mine...a 48%?!!? it's insaine. i'm not anywhere near stupid, and gosh, i'm just...'sigh'..bummed. tests are tough though...because i freeze. i feel like i'm not going to finish it and i just stress and get all nervous, and everything i studies the night before is pretty much earsed from my memory. i get my final marks back on monday i think...i'm so scared, this determines whether i have to take any previous classes again...fuck. i hope not...i need out of highschool though. it's not a good place for me, hahah, i need to be working towards what i want to do in life...not learning about the government and what 6+2 is. it's so lame.. 4 1/2 months. however i don't even know what i want to do when i get out of highschool. i'm planning on heading out of here eventually...puruse the acting/singing thing. it's my dream, and hey...who knows! hahah, anyways, this was a pointless post...i'll actually update with a good gossip one soon <3
so...things have been up, and down. As usual. I think that's for every person though. this school year has been shit. i don't think i've ever failed any tests in my life until this year. and this is the year that actually matters. what the fuck are they trying to do to us! it's like...they don't WANT us to have a good job. they don't want us going to post-secondary school. ugh. so i had my first social test today. failed. 48%...even though socials never been a terribly strong point of mine...a 48%?!!? it's insaine. i'm not anywhere near stupid, and gosh, i'm just...'sigh'..bummed. tests are tough though...because i freeze. i feel like i'm not going to finish it and i just stress and get all nervous, and everything i studies the night before is pretty much earsed from my memory. i get my final marks back on monday i think...i'm so scared, this determines whether i have to take any previous classes again...fuck. i hope not...i need out of highschool though. it's not a good place for me, hahah, i need to be working towards what i want to do in life...not learning about the government and what 6+2 is. it's so lame.. 4 1/2 months. however i don't even know what i want to do when i get out of highschool. i'm planning on heading out of here eventually...puruse the acting/singing thing. it's my dream, and hey...who knows! hahah, anyways, this was a pointless post...i'll actually update with a good gossip one soon <3