Need to make a quick entry about life -- it's been so crazy and beautiful, even the bad parts, the bits where I'm downstairs sitting in the walk in closet freaking out over something and needing a minute, while the upstairs of our place is filled with friends ( Read more... )

Last weekend I went to San Francisco and Santa Cruz; this weekend, I am once again back home ( Read more... )

First off: thank you so, so much. Truly, it's amazing how wonderful my friends are, both IRL and online. I'm overwhelmed by the sweet words, support, and concern. I'm very appreciative, and I want you guys to know you mean a lot to me, and that all the comments on my last journal and other various parts of the internet or phone calls/texts...were ( Read more... )

I tried to go to sleep just a few minutes ago, but it's not working for me ( Read more... )

When I say that nothing much is going on in my life, I usually don't mean it. At all.

You see, a lot of bizarre things tend to happen to me. You could make a film about anyone's life and it would be fairly interesting (since the western civilization is such a voyeuristic society). However, if you filmed my life, I'm fairly certain there are a few ( Read more... )

I turned twenty-one yesterday, which...really didn't seem like a big deal at all to me, because my birthdays never really are. I am not a fussy person, and so I like to keep them as rather small, intimate events. Somehow though, I ended getting up a lot of texts, phone calls, IM's, and even comments, art and notes on dA and on here from family and ( Read more... )

I've not posted in awhile, and I feel a bit horrible for it, since my situation has greatly improved ( Read more... )

What I really love is the kind of friend that, no matter how long it's been since you've seen each other, you pick up right where you left off. I am not a fan of things like long awkward silences, or people asking questions that they don't really want to hear the answer to. It's very dull to me, but I will usually go through the motions, because it ( Read more... )