i long to spread my wings and fly into the light

Nov 16, 2010 22:33

leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. tell me about your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy. tell me about what's inside of you when you're reading through these entries on your friends list, and tell me why you continue to come back ( Read more... )

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anonymous November 17 2010, 06:21:33 UTC
At first, I almost caught myself scoffing at this. Because 'someone who actually listens to my problems? pfffff impossible' and the like. But... eh what the hell.

I'm quite similar to the anon above me. I have been through that situation. And no one helped me. It only took me five years before I went after him with a knife. He lived. He got away with it. And he died with no one knowing that he did. In fact, he went by suicide, so everyone felt bad for him. Everyone thinks I'm a nice person at heart, but in truth, EVERYTHING that man has done to me has ruined my outlook on the world. I hate everything. I know hate is a strong word, but I mean it in its deepest roots. I hate. Everything. Everyone. And every time I see someone smile and say hello to me and ask me how my childhood was or oh are you coming over for thanksgiving you're quite a rude girl ignoring how much your family cares about you and if you ever really cared you would have never left me there!I'm 21, a child's age compared to others but enough nightmares to drown all of ( ... )

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inksmears November 17 2010, 06:34:14 UTC
I can't say anything to you. Words are just words. My own life has not been rainbow and sunshines either but I am luckier than most. I'm here to listen. I know I've sort of preached up above but that's just my response to things. To try and offer help, take it or leave it ( ... )

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anonymous November 17 2010, 07:50:48 UTC
I almost wonder if you could guess who I am without the anon mask. Just know that it's that blissful optimism that always makes me befriend people like you.

I miss having hope. :(

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inksmears November 17 2010, 08:09:40 UTC
Ahh.... maybe?? m-maybe not, i'm no good with that, haha. i wish i could give you all of my optimism but. unrealistic, etc. etc.

I hope you can find it again someday, somehow.

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anonymous November 17 2010, 08:25:43 UTC
I'm a great actor. People still seem to think I'm a nice enough person, so I must be doing it right.

Probably not, but the wishes are still nice. Just know I still love you Yukiii~ ♥

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inksmears November 18 2010, 04:40:52 UTC
Yeah, I guess you are.

Well I'll keep wishin' for ya. Futile or not. :) Aww, thanks. I love you too. ♥

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