sometimes i look at my new bathroom and and i feel like i'm transported back to the times when i used to take hot showers in hotel bathrooms at 4.30 in the morning, bleary-eyed but happy, and sated. i'd dry myself off, crawl back into bed and snuggle under the covers once more, only to be awoken by someone poking me and telling me we're late. and ( Read more... )

it's been a real long time since i've wanted to give myself completely again; to learn how to trust and love all over again from scratch. it's been some time since i've felt love like this. i was slightly scarred the last time, and i don't think i'll ever find out if i'm completely over it. but i want to take this dream, make it real, hold on to it ( Read more... )

has it really been only thirteen hours..time seems to fly by me all the time. and yet, these two days have been going by so slowly that i seem to be able to keep count of the seconds ( Read more... )

i remember when we would stay up all night just talking, laughing and playing all sorts of msn games together. i used to be really happy with little things like that ( Read more... )

fireworks always remind me of shooting stars. shooting stars mean that you can make wishes and they have a higher probability of coming true, to me at least. we don't get much shooting stars here in malaysia. and you know what that means, don't you ( Read more... )