Mar 01, 2008 12:00
it's been a real long time since i've wanted to give myself completely again; to learn how to trust and love all over again from scratch. it's been some time since i've felt love like this. i was slightly scarred the last time, and i don't think i'll ever find out if i'm completely over it. but i want to take this dream, make it real, hold on to it and never let go.
"from what you've told me so far, he sounds like a keeper."
i wrap my arms around myself and tell myself that this is him holding me. i wait patiently and count the days till i see him again. i jump on him, hug him tightly and kiss him madly when i see him. i'm in love. i'm happy. i want to feel like this forever. i want to keep him, and us.
(i was going to put something along the lines of, "but how long will this last.." or "i'm still skeptical cause i've always been the pessimistic kind when it comes to matters of the heart.." but y'know what, i'm going to scratch that. hee. =))
daydreams,
musings,
all