Getting Burnt In The Rain - Part Two.
okeh, so the aries girl can't do it all on her own. i have a lot of people to thank for today.
despite how much everyone doesn't like her, i appreciate the fact she let me take an EL so abruptly without asking why. her reason was if i need to take it so hurriedly, it must be urgent. yes, and i explained why. but isn't it lovely, to be understood even before you have to explain?
i feel really sorry for jamie. i'm a shit junior. i came so late yesterday, spilt syrup all over her skirt, then took an EL today and i'm not even going to work under her tomorrow. i'm going to make it up to her next week. i'm going to work overtime even if it kills me; i'll try to focus and finish all those crappy backlog. and by this thursday i'm definitely going to have to be done with one company at least. i know what i can do and what i can't. this is something i can do. i just have to give up entertainment and my personal life. so what? it's not like i haven't done it before. i chose this path, i chose my career, and i will dammit, get all my work settled.
not backlog, but so much stuff pending from my side for waiweng. oh my god it pains me to even think about it. one by one filtering and figuring it out is such a pain to think about. i hate doing the testing but.. there's no one else. and i didn't go back on sunday to help him out. i feel guilty. and all the things i owe him; he's never chased me for anything because he trusts me. and what have i done with the trust? i've happily procrastinated away. god. okeh tomorrow must finish that idiot piece-of-shit thing.
i am so damn thankful that i could call him up, knowing that he'll help me as much as he can and that we're still friends. i don't show it as much as i mean to, but i really do appreciate friends like these so much. thank you. for everything. even when we haven't spoken in such a long time after all these years. and thank you for saving me back in 2003; i will never ever forget that moment in my life when i was so scared and you finally turned up.
thank you god, for giving me a sister i love more than life itself.
thank you for being you.
i also neeeeeeeeeed to do up my cashflows before friday.
god this week has been so crappy for me.
NO, ALL OF YOU BAD LUCK GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE. i'm going to get started on my cashflows. i want 65 for my f7, dammit.
despite how much everyone doesn't like her, i appreciate the fact she let me take an EL so abruptly without asking why. her reason was if i need to take it so hurriedly, it must be urgent. yes, and i explained why. but isn't it lovely, to be understood even before you have to explain?
i feel really sorry for jamie. i'm a shit junior. i came so late yesterday, spilt syrup all over her skirt, then took an EL today and i'm not even going to work under her tomorrow. i'm going to make it up to her next week. i'm going to work overtime even if it kills me; i'll try to focus and finish all those crappy backlog. and by this thursday i'm definitely going to have to be done with one company at least. i know what i can do and what i can't. this is something i can do. i just have to give up entertainment and my personal life. so what? it's not like i haven't done it before. i chose this path, i chose my career, and i will dammit, get all my work settled.
not backlog, but so much stuff pending from my side for waiweng. oh my god it pains me to even think about it. one by one filtering and figuring it out is such a pain to think about. i hate doing the testing but.. there's no one else. and i didn't go back on sunday to help him out. i feel guilty. and all the things i owe him; he's never chased me for anything because he trusts me. and what have i done with the trust? i've happily procrastinated away. god. okeh tomorrow must finish that idiot piece-of-shit thing.
i am so damn thankful that i could call him up, knowing that he'll help me as much as he can and that we're still friends. i don't show it as much as i mean to, but i really do appreciate friends like these so much. thank you. for everything. even when we haven't spoken in such a long time after all these years. and thank you for saving me back in 2003; i will never ever forget that moment in my life when i was so scared and you finally turned up.
thank you god, for giving me a sister i love more than life itself.
thank you for being you.
i also neeeeeeeeeed to do up my cashflows before friday.
god this week has been so crappy for me.
NO, ALL OF YOU BAD LUCK GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE. i'm going to get started on my cashflows. i want 65 for my f7, dammit.