i haven't been so careless in a long time. perhaps i've gotten to used to it.. and overconfident maybe.
i can't quite remember the last time i had the same helpless and crappy feeling, but the only one time that comes to mind is when i was in a certain parking lot and my car tyre was in the drain thanks to a certain bastard-i-would-like-to-burn who crammed his car behind mine because naturally, he expected i would be going home at midnight.
what makes you think i'm going to go home after you huh? and he didn't even bother to apologize. for that situation, i have a certain
someone whom i am eternally grateful to, to thank. this time, there is no one.
but an aries girl can do anything a man can do, yes? so i will.
first, it's another burn and lesson learnt. i may not learn it properly, but i hope some parts of it (at least) stays.
second, i'm going to just take this as another RM700 lasenza pajamas shopping trip. except i don't get the pajamas. and it's a lot more expensive. and spend less in the next month to come. it should be easy i hope?
all this before i'm going down to finally face the bells. wish me luck.