"But on the days and nights its hard to breathe..."
I can't wait until I get to the point in my life where I can say, "everything happens for a reason" about something good.
My grandpa is dying, and because of some weird stuff between my grandparents and my mom, I haven't spoken to them in a few years. This isn't affecting me as much as it probably should. But, then again, it never does until way too late.
My parents' divorce has gotten messier it seems. I wish it would just be over. They have been seperated for two years. That seems like more than enough time to end it. Now my dad wants all of the living room and dining room furniture. Why?! He lives in a tiny apartment and makes more than enough money to buy himself whatever he wants. Why can't he just give it up and leave well enough alone? It's hard because it's the holidays, which are supposed to be about love and family, and there is so much pain within my family right now that it's hard to see through it... and there isn't much of anything I can do about it.
But enough sadness. The silver lining at the edge of this storm cloud is two days of finals and then winter break!
Oh yea, and my weekend in Chicago with Erik and my friends was lovely. Just what I needed to make me never want to go back to work again. ;)
My grandpa is dying, and because of some weird stuff between my grandparents and my mom, I haven't spoken to them in a few years. This isn't affecting me as much as it probably should. But, then again, it never does until way too late.
My parents' divorce has gotten messier it seems. I wish it would just be over. They have been seperated for two years. That seems like more than enough time to end it. Now my dad wants all of the living room and dining room furniture. Why?! He lives in a tiny apartment and makes more than enough money to buy himself whatever he wants. Why can't he just give it up and leave well enough alone? It's hard because it's the holidays, which are supposed to be about love and family, and there is so much pain within my family right now that it's hard to see through it... and there isn't much of anything I can do about it.
But enough sadness. The silver lining at the edge of this storm cloud is two days of finals and then winter break!
Oh yea, and my weekend in Chicago with Erik and my friends was lovely. Just what I needed to make me never want to go back to work again. ;)