I feel so tired anymore.

I'm tired of boys and their games.
I'm tired of people dying.
I'm tired of working.
I'm tired of living in this house.
I'm tired of driving my old beat up car.
I'm tired of waiting for my promotion.
I'm tired of waiting for friends to call me.

They say they care but do they really? Do you give a fuck what I am going through? ( Read more... )

Things have been kind of crazy lately. This past weekend I drank a lot of alcohol, but I definitely needed it. I didn't quite get as drunk as I would have liked, but it hit the spot. I miss my old friends and the fun times we had. I'm starting to get closer to one of my friends and I like that. He has been there for me more than one of my best ( Read more... )

Things are going extremely well for me lately. Knock on wood. I trained a bunch of n00bs today at work. It was fun. I'm normally shy and nervous when I have to speak in front of a big crowd, but I felt like I did awesome. I felt very confident and comfortable. It's about time I start breaking out of that shell.

One bonus about training people is ( Read more... )

I'm a trooper. I have a cold and cough a lot and I still went to work and talked on the phones for quite some time. I hate doing it, but honestly I felt bad for missing almost a week of work for something similar. I don't want to use all of my PTO up either. This summer I have to take like a week off while my parents go to Rockfest and I will have ( Read more... )

Have you ever wondered if something was directed towards you but you felt so far out of that person's life that you aren't sure? Everything seems to fit the way you feel and you just don't know. Either way I miss you. It hurt not having you there when I expected you to be, I won't lie. But I've made it through that now and just plain miss you. We ( Read more... )

Well, I'm starting to like someone new. Not sure if I am allowed to really like him though. It is someone that I work with. Yikes ( Read more... )

I constantly wonder how long it will take for them to get tired of all the lying they are doing. It's quite annoying but I'm not replying to anything. They are only trying to get a reaction out of me so they can use it against me and try to get my daughter taken away from me. I wish my ex and his girlfriend would move on. It is really sad how much ( Read more... )

They say everything happens for a reason. If that is true, then why is it that I just can't seem to get people with so much drama away from me? Do I deserve it? I guess I must, then again it could just be proving my strength to myself ( Read more... )