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They say everything happens for a reason. If that is true, then why is it that I just can't seem to get people with so much drama away from me? Do I deserve it? I guess I must, then again it could just be proving my strength to myself.
I thought I was weak, but after everything I have been through recently, I know that I am strong. Everyone is amazed at how strong I have been through everything. I am amazed right there with them. I am amazed that someone would do what they did to me and then continue on to try and hurt me. I am amazed that no matter how much I ignore someone they tend to continue on harassing me and getting worse by stalking me.
I'm so ready for them to move on with their lives. It is very annoying when I have to come to find harassing things sent to me or finding them pretending to be someone else to try and get information out of me. I find it hilarious that they have gone to such extremes to get information on me and they have never called me.
Anyway, besides that things are going good. I just started back to work after being on maternity leave for over two months! I'm so happy to be back though. I wish I could just work while my daughter sleeps, and be at home the rest of the time, but unfortunately that's not how it works. But I'm happy to be back to get my mind off of all of the drama.
I miss being in a relationship. Although I was treated like crap after all, it was nice to have someone to come home to. Not that I don't have my daughter, but it would be nice to have a relationship more intimate, you know? I miss being in love.
Now, it's harder than ever to find someone who seems good enough for me to be with. Because my ex was good at playing the game, he hid so much from me. Now, if I could have someone who was sincere with their words and not mess around on me and not use me for my money, then I'd be incredibly happy.
All for now.. until later.
I thought I was weak, but after everything I have been through recently, I know that I am strong. Everyone is amazed at how strong I have been through everything. I am amazed right there with them. I am amazed that someone would do what they did to me and then continue on to try and hurt me. I am amazed that no matter how much I ignore someone they tend to continue on harassing me and getting worse by stalking me.
I'm so ready for them to move on with their lives. It is very annoying when I have to come to find harassing things sent to me or finding them pretending to be someone else to try and get information out of me. I find it hilarious that they have gone to such extremes to get information on me and they have never called me.
Anyway, besides that things are going good. I just started back to work after being on maternity leave for over two months! I'm so happy to be back though. I wish I could just work while my daughter sleeps, and be at home the rest of the time, but unfortunately that's not how it works. But I'm happy to be back to get my mind off of all of the drama.
I miss being in a relationship. Although I was treated like crap after all, it was nice to have someone to come home to. Not that I don't have my daughter, but it would be nice to have a relationship more intimate, you know? I miss being in love.
Now, it's harder than ever to find someone who seems good enough for me to be with. Because my ex was good at playing the game, he hid so much from me. Now, if I could have someone who was sincere with their words and not mess around on me and not use me for my money, then I'd be incredibly happy.
All for now.. until later.