[inefablefandom] fires of emotion
There are emotions I've learn that be intense, more so then anything you could imagine. I've come across this a few times now in my life. It's not something I was engineered to feel.
There was the feeling of belonging and love I had for Rachel that first time we met. I wanted to be around her and I found excuses to do so. It wasn't my mission but this went beyond duty. It was a deep seeded personal need. A want to be near her as long as I could. My handlers I know saw it, I gave myself away in trying to get Rachel out of her death.
I loved her when I should not have. Maybe she would have been better off had I not, but I can't say that and mean it. She lived and as much as she hated me at first when we reconnected after I told her the truth. She was still alive. I know I am a better man because of Rachel Berrisford. Something I will always be thankful for.
She unlocked emotions I never thought I could have. Unlocked parts of me Manticore wanted hidden. She made me whole in so many ways.
Alec mcDowell 'X5-494' // Dark Angel // 202 Words
There was the feeling of belonging and love I had for Rachel that first time we met. I wanted to be around her and I found excuses to do so. It wasn't my mission but this went beyond duty. It was a deep seeded personal need. A want to be near her as long as I could. My handlers I know saw it, I gave myself away in trying to get Rachel out of her death.
I loved her when I should not have. Maybe she would have been better off had I not, but I can't say that and mean it. She lived and as much as she hated me at first when we reconnected after I told her the truth. She was still alive. I know I am a better man because of Rachel Berrisford. Something I will always be thankful for.
She unlocked emotions I never thought I could have. Unlocked parts of me Manticore wanted hidden. She made me whole in so many ways.
Alec mcDowell 'X5-494' // Dark Angel // 202 Words